this bitch kray

taking back what fashion and lifestyle were meant to be about....

Selfishness

Religion is so selfish. To have to think…. God, I know there are millions of people in the world, but answer MY PRAYERS. I’M sick!! Make ME better. or people who thank God for their Grammy… whatevs. and then to say… What’s going to happen to ME when I die. Where will I go…. it sounds so selfish. Childish. I believe mother nature and energy are the mother and father “God” of the world. That when you die, you are meant to become part of the land so that other animals can thrive. and your “soul” and “spirit” or your energy finds a new home, or homes. Not that I deserve a place when my body can lay FOREVER. In a box, so that I am forever taking up room on an already over populated planet. Not in my own personal afterlife… because the world is all about me. Because it’s not. You are here to learn and expand and it’s not about the end… it’s not scary or pointless. the point is to open your mind and your heart and grow as a person and not force irrational beliefs on people or even on yourself, but rather to think for yourself as much as you can, you learn the truth behind why shit happens as it does. to hear your own thoughts. To listen to your soul, because your real intuition is almost never wrong… and if you are frequently wrong then you probably aren’t listening close enough or you are letting greed, anger, hate, selfishness get in the way of clear intuition. Have you ever noticed how people who don’t believe in a religion or know for sure that there is a God or not are more likely to listen to your bullshit than people in the opposite position. Some of the best people I know won’t even allow religion to be a conversation piece. They will get freaked out and almost mad that you brought it up. You can tell me left and right, all day long that there is a God and he loves me and I may go to Heaven or Hell or what have you, and eventually it may get annoying, but at no point will I ever say “No, I’m not having this” or like… don’t even say that around me. The difference being, I’m not afraid to be proven wrong. I think if you are religious or not, it’s actually better to believe that you become air and dirt and energy, because it humbles you. 

It’s better to love shit than nothing. Because at least if you love shit, you are passionate about something.

—moi just now. :D

LOVE!!

LOVE!!

me in the future perhaps?

me in the future perhaps?

so sweet

so sweet

my new diet.

eating is fucking boring. it sucks. it’s annoying, i have to figure out what sounds good to me. so i made a game of it. for the time being i am going to eat vegan and gluten free, with the exception of raw fish and egg whites. not because of health, not because i care about animals… because it makes eating a challenge. i have to find food i am allowed to eat. it makes life more interesting. the perks? i feel better. i have more energy. everything is better. so why the fuck not? anyway it’s whatevs.